Dear Child,
I am allowing you to cry. I am allowing you to get hurt from love. I am allowing you to feel. You have achieved so much, and you can already surrender, let go of what you can no longer serve.
You cannot help anyone if you can’t help yourself. Co-star says, “you need to believe in yourself to believe in others.” I hope this is the last time you cry about this. You can conquer your insecurity, you don’t need that in your life.
Grow up. The world is big. Memories are memories, they are the past. Unfold a new chapter in your life. Start smiling and be proud of yourself for being on the right path. It is not the end of the world, even if it is sad. You have tried, and maybe you could have tried more but that’s the only thing you can do at that moment. You can no longer give more because you need to prioritize yourself.
And when you are ready, there are people, other people who can appreciate you for your worth. You will be useful to humanity. Please, stop forcing yourself to those who cannot value your worth. You are worth more than you think. Stop settling for that. You are not blind, you can see flags. Again, just let it out and cry, it is not your fault. You cannot fix others without fixing yourself first.
Cry, that’s the only thing you can do at the moment. Then after you’ve let all the sadness out, start fresh. If you still can’t, allow yourself to feel but don’t lose yourself. Don’t lose your happiness. Find your happiness. With sadness, you can appreciate everything that makes you happy. You are still winning life.
Love yourself because no one else will do.
Kad, wag ka na magpakatanga. Wag ka na gumawa ng excuse. Yung universe na and nagsasabi. Pag gusto, may paraan, kapag ayaw, may dahilan.
